"The Computer Assignment"

1: "Forever"

Forever we remain oblivious to the future, lost to the past and enduring our torture. Forever we take chances to settle our scores, losing some battles and winning some wars. Forever praying out loud hoping someone will hear, forever crying softly but never shedding a tear. Forever exists behind a disguise, but the belief in forever keeps our hearts alive.

2: "Camouflaged"

In all chaotic beauty lies a wounded work of art. 
Beautiful but torn, wreaking havoc on my heart.
Camouflaged by insecurities, blinded by it all.
I love the way you sit there and barely notice me at all.

3: "Our Brothers"

To those whom I've fought with
and to those I don't know your name
We fought by one another.
You did not die in vain.
We fought, you died,
We bled, and I cried, 
Even until our untimely end,
our country, our families, our brothers,
we shall defend

4: "Memories"

Memories, memories
I have had.
Some were good, though most were bad. 
Physical and sexual abuse occurred 
And madness and sadness reoccurred.
I feel as though I'm on display as the messed up school girl here to stay,
but they will never know 
how I will grow 
and be someone some day.
So look at me in dismay and you discourage me for the last time today.

5: "Childhood"

Going back to the time, doing all that I want,
Just living up my life, getting all that I can't! 

Great was the childhood, innocent were the smiles.
Walking through the woods was better than today's long drive of miles!

Getting nostalgic at the sight of old places,
Feeling the magic of love, affection and kisses.

Wish I could be selfless and joyous once again,
And forget the mess that ends up only in pain!